Sara (or Sarah),
It is only a matter of strength based on the practice you have selected, not based on Yoga inherently. There are may ways to “practice” asana (and that’s what I am talking about even though asana is not yoga but yoga has asana within it).
Your practice should empower and enliven not exhaust and belabor you.
It is true you will develop some things in the physical realm (body) and that will include muscular strength.
I suspect your situation or experience is similar for many who are doing rigorous practice. Are you practicing in a style that is rigorous? If that is the case it is, of course fine, but there are other ways to practice and you may find a simple opening sequence of Virasana, Baddha Konasana, Dandasana, Adho Mukha Svanasana, Viparita Karani, and Savasana as a wonderul set of asanas to do on those days where you feel less “strong”.
You are quite right though. Part of the path is the examiniation of how you treat yourself and there should be no “beating” yourself up at all in yoga, especially over the topic of “did I practice today”.
[QUOTE=sarahy;5810]i am also trying to practice every day, i am finding it difficult because i am not strong enough yet, but i know it will eventually come. i found it helpful to keep a journal so i could look back on my progress and how often i practiced so that i could look forward knowing the obstacles that might present themselves. i’m finding that two days in a row is fine, three days also works, but then i find myself needing a break or i am just tired. so rather than beating myself up about not practicing, i note it in the journal and provide a reason why i didn’t practice. i’m now finding that on days i rest i sometimes wake up in the middle of the night and want to practice (usually to work out a physical kink or to calm my mind)- so i consider that also progression, that my practice is becoming integral over time. it was an important step for me to realize that the body and mind will sometimes resist.
keep it up when and where you can, you may find more opportunities than you think.[/QUOTE]