Thank you all for your wonderful insight and suggestions.
I get the results from my LEAP test in about a week.
At this point, the issue with my guts persists. In fact, it has spread to my left side as well. I’ve had so many medical tests it’s crazy, and they can’t find anything wrong. So now I’m wondering if it’s something RIGHT. My body and other aspects of me have been going through quite a transformation as of late. When it comes to feeling different, my ego takes over and I often feel fear. Letting go of this attachment has been an interesting and difficult process.
Last night I couldn’t sleep because of what I’m feeling in my gut. I’m currently staying with my girlfriend’s family in the midwest. I finally got up at 4am and went for a run, not knowing where I was going. Next thing I knew, I was at the entrance to a cemetery. I decided to enter and spent the next half hour walking around the cemetery in the middle of the night pondering my fear of death amongst countless dead people.
What’s going on with me MAY be serious medical issue, but it’s giving me so much perspective. Yes, what’s going on with my gut is right. Cultivate the opposite, right? 