Surya,
It seems you are clinging to this idea that a mystic, or a yogi, or a Buddha, has suddenly become a clone of every other mystic, yogi, or Buddha. In coming to one’s transformation, one does not abandon one’s own uniqueness. And although one may have come to a direct perception of one’s original nature, there are as many different kinds of personalities as there are human beings. Gautama Buddhas was a very different personality than a man like Bodhidharma. Gautama was a gentle breeze, Bodhidharma was a fierce storm. And if you just look - you will find as many different kinds of people as one can imagine.
“I am not the only one who has noted the pretentiousness in your discouses.”
What is pretentious is, without coming to your enlightenment, projecting your own ideas and assumptions as to how one should be. That is why one has put “humbleness” high on a pedestal, as though it is some great superior quality. For one who is clinging to humbleness, it may be even far more dangerous than it’s polar opposite.
Unless one has awakened such tremendous clarity, the mind can only see everything according to it’s identifications. There are some people are clinging to the idea that for a master to be awakened, he must remain celibate. The moment he is seen as having broken his vow celibacy, he has fallen from his high status. That is a projection of those who are clinging to the idea of celibacy, just as you are clinging to the idea of humbleness. And with these kinds pf prejudices, if one wants to find imperfections, one will find them everywhere - as many as any other human being. Jiddu Krishnamurti used to become frustrated quite often in his discourses, venting out anger. Seems to be very egoistic. Master Rinzai used to strike his disciples all the time. Seems also to be very egoistic. One other Zen master used to give sermons while drunk on sake. This does not seem to be the actions of a master.
Drop all of your prejudices as to how one should or should not be, and start doing the work that is needed to come to your awakening. Once you have come to the space, then the matter will be settled for you. Otherwise, desiring to see one’s own reflection, one is bound to leap into the water.