You used the word freedom and true.
So there can be a state of mind, independent from the outside events, where you just feel stable freedom and truth, not good or bad, you just see the world, your world, you see it with a neutral mind, you see yourself as a part of everything, but you see yourself from a higher place, you command yourself, but you are not yourself, you are a consciousness of the world as it is around you because you understand you are not in control of the events, so dont feel it, live it and watch.
Why feel something you cant really control. If someone asked you: do you want to join a game where you are not in true control, and you will feel bad and good but i cant garantee nothing, if your lucky you will feel most of the times good but if you are unlucky you will, most of the times, be miserable.
Would you want to play it? Then he says to you, allright, play the game, but you wont feel anything, good or bad. Wouyld you play it?
Id rather play the last game
Is this the way?