Blessings Lollypoppet,
[B]Question One: [/B]
There can be a lot of different reasons why you might be tired and yawn a lot after practice. In my personal experience I have found the following to been a cause:
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[li]Lack of sleep
[/li][li]Practicing after eating
[/li][li]Thinking too much while doing my practice and/or being unfocused
[/li][li]As the energy rises it comes up against blocks, stagnations, leaks, and such, and instead of flowing through and filling us up, the energy ends up breaking these issues, which in turn can cause us to be depleted
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Things I have done that help is to be fully present with the body, not with an intense focus, but rather, a soft gentle touching. Also, I try to be fully aware of the sensations, the breath, or some one aspect/thing within the moment itself. Getting enough sleep, not pushing myself too hard, making sure to give some space between eating, keeping focused, and other such things all have helped me in the past as well.
[B]Question Two:[/B]
Keep at it. Just bring your awareness to it, and in time, it will come natural. Try not to be too hard on yourself. Also, try not to focus on too many things at once. Yoga does not have to be a competition, a trial, a flawless performance. Enjoy it. Feel the sensation, feel the connection the breath has with the movements, with the asanas. Try even to tweak it a little ? find out for yourself why it is beneficial to breathe one way or another. Feel it. Don’t just listen to what other people say, find out for yourself. As long as you are gentle, that you listen to your body/mind, you will be fine. Oh yea, and do not forget to enjoy yourself.
[B]Question Three: [/B]
In a nut shell, “It is a process.” I have been doing yoga for 14 years and seriously practicing for over four and I still get impatient with myself, have a hard time letting go, and fail more often than not. The fact that you are asking these questions and being honest with yourself is a good sign that you are on the right Path.
Yoga is not easy, at least, not when you get past the physical side of it ? although ? the physical side is not always easy either. Just keep walking/practicing. Be soft with yourself like you would with a child just starting to walk/read. Honor yourself, be honest with yourself, and in-joy: for life is beautiful and you are part of it?
Blessings Be?