For many years now, I have had difficulty breathing through my nose. When I would shine a flashlight up there, I could see what looked like swelling far back in the nostrils. This affects my quality of life quite a bit. Imagine not being able to breathe through your nose while practicing asana, meditating, or doing pranayama. My sense of smell is significantly reduced to the point that my partner will sometimes come over and say, “It stinks in here, you need to take your garbage out.” To say that this has been a lesson in frustration would be an understatement. I’m often able to observe and accept, but there are definitely times I attach to the frustration.
Over time, I’ve been to three different ENTs. The first was, bless his heart, useless. The second diagnosed collapsed cartilage and wanted to put in titanium implants. The third who I saw about a month ago diagnosed, “An impressive amount of collapsed cartilage in both nostrils” but suggested using my own cartilage during a Rhinoplasty rather than implants. I’ve been seriously considering having the procedure.
A couple of weeks ago I was practicing asana and was on my stomach. The teacher told us to put our forehead on the ground and I observed that I positioned myself in a way that avoided my nose being compressed into the ground. I moved my head and realized I feared letting my nose be compressed. I did so anyway and the feeling was quite intense. This was a bit of a wakeup call for me. Since then, I’ve been laying on the ground with my nose compressed at least once a day to reestablish this relationship. I’ve always felt that there was a REASON for the cartilage being collapsed and this reinforces that thought. In addition, there are times that I can breathe a little through one or both nostrils which tells me something shifts slightly from time to time.
Does anyone have any thoughts on this? My teacher has suggested that I hold emotion in my sinuses which I am exploring. In addition to the daily nose compression, I am trying to use/stretch every muscle in my face via various exercises. But what other avenues for healing might anyone suggest?
Thank you for any insight you might provide!