Your suggestions to help me with the movement of kundalini have been helpful. I am feeling more grounded, stable and centered. What is happening for me now is that I am feeling immense sexual energy? I am having erotic dreams and lustful thoughts about men other than my husband. I must be oozing sexual energy because I have experienced a number of men coming on to me in the past few weeks.
I have been more creative than ever…poems coming, in the middle of the night at times. For the most part, I am enjoying this, and comfortable with the process. But I have never had such immense urge to act on this sexual urge. Part of the awakening has been a growing detachment to the cultural roles and rules, including marriage. However, the commitment we made in a marriage of fidelity and monogamy is something that my husband has NO flexibility with. If I were to pursue these urges, I would be doing so in deceit within my marriage. I clearly do not wish to do this. I know that you have had some challenges in this arena, and with respect for your journey, and your innocence along that journey, I would really appreciate some honest insight on your part.
Blessings to you
<font size=-1>[ This Message was edited by: Chandra on 2002-05-20 13:21 ]</font>