[quote=Fin;6724]Dear Nichole,
Yes, indeed I am very much curious about the subtle energies, you have hooked on to my thoughts just right. See also my response to Hubert.
You said:
[I]I have less clarity for myself on the physical level ?[/I]
So are you saying that when you consume a meat free diet you physical state protests, but koshas 2 & higher are better perceived? That is very interesting for me since I feel my refined life style & diet is a challenge (with constant cravings for food etc) but my awareness of the chakras & meditation is better! Have you experienced anything similar during your sadhana?[/quote]
That sounds similar to what I have also experienced. What has worked best for me in terms of caring for my body (in all aspects: asana, diet, what to clean it with, medications, herbs, love making… the list goes on) is the approach that I learned from Mukunda Stiles, my holy teacher. And that is to approach first the vata, then the pitta, then kapha and then high vata and to measure it all by sattva. This also plays out as perception, then discernment, then resolution and then realization. As IA offered, the measure of our efforts is the balance (sattva) we experience. I think the ideal would be to measure all of our efforts and pleasure by the experience of sattva. I am still in process with all of these things, but I am making better choices and also correcting less sattvic choices more quickly too. It is good work:)
My experience in sadhana is more with my experience and awareness of prana and the gunas rather than of the chakras. In the past, my experience has been a less rajasic mind when eating veg. I am aware of this within the first day. With reflection, how I was raised and my once regular pattern as an adult was: rajasic mind->eat meat->tamasic mind mistaken to be sattvic. Until recent years, I mistook the dulling of a rajasic mind and body into a tamasic mind and body to be balance or sattva. Mukunda was the one to show me and to model to me a sattvic state of being.
Yes indeed I am moving from the Pita years of my life to the Vata years ? I had not thought in those terms, vibrations in kosh 1 is certainly not as before but awareness of the existence of kosh 2 & above is better. Meditation is deeper & better as well. Very very interesting, thanks for stimulating these thoughts.
My question is ? are you saying that the vitality I had during Pita yrs is no longer available? My thinking is that when you yoke the first two koshas i.e. making our subtle energy & physical health strong we would naturally generate fresh vitality (irrespective of age), do you agree?
I do agree with this. These questions are very stimulating for me too and I trying to reach what I really want to communicate! I enjoy this quote by George Bernard Shaw, “Youth is wasted on the young.” I believe you will be able to experience your vitality in your later years in ways that most younger men cannot. Don’t mistake a change in the [I]robustness[/I] of your physical energy to mean you have less vitality. I think this is a matter of experiencing the [I]quality[/I] your vitality. I might add more later, but that is enough for me right now.
Many blessings for your good work Fin,