I would like to be included in your Spirit’s Way email. A few weeks ago I went to Shoshoni (Rollinsville, CO), which, I am sure you know, is an ashram with Swami Shambhavananda as their spiritual teacher.
His spiritual teachers were Muktananda and Rudrananda, and their energy is very powerful there. It happened to be the anniversary of Rudi’s
mahasamadhi the second night we were there. In the temple during meditation time, I felt huge waves of energy coming from Baba’s picture, and I fully opened myself up to that energy.
In the middle of the night, my roommate told me, I spontaneously started
doing Bhastrika breathing. I was asleep; I don’t remember it at all. She
was concerned for me because it was such a powerful breath and I continued doing it for a full hour, but she did not wake me. Needless to say, in the morning I had a very sore throat and sinuses, and subsequently got sick. I felt disoriented, but I was not afraid, since I am familiar with Shaktipat, but still I was really overpowered with the force of this experience.
I want to continue in my path, but I guess I am facing some fear about at
the same time about my ability to handle it. Can you advise? Thank you for all your wonderful emails.
With great love and respect, S