I have had experiences during our training that have really expanded my
practice. Especially in terms of seeing my attachment to my ego and
believing I know things. During the last meeting I experienced 2 new
things.
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during meditation I got “stuck” in a bliss state. I was even able to
utter a few words to my classmates and then stay in it for a while. That
experience and not being able to recreate it has both heightened my urge for spirit and made me feel my day to day suffering more intensely (I’m fine, just sharing) -
During q and a I was struck by a white “fog” obscuring my vision. I took my glasses off thinking it was eye trouble. It took me a moment to realize this fog was coming from you. It lasted about an hour. I became aware of someone else speaking through you. (there is more to this if you’re interested)
The point is these experiences were the final proof to me that I need to
continue to be under you influence - so to speak - in a direct way for a
while. You have a way of keeping me on course as a spiritual teacher and I would like that to continue. Is it possible to have a regular consult by
phone about my practice for a while? I feel it is time for me to have a
direct one on one relationship with a teacher.