I have fear surrounding handstands that I need some help overcoming. I am very comfortable in headstand, forearm headstand, and tripod headstand, but I have a mental fear of jumping into handstand. My elbows are extremely over-extended, and I believe this to be one of the roots of my fear, the other root, I have been afraid of cartwheels since I was a little girl- something about them has always been really scary to me. I am just looking to kick up against a wall right now to get a feel for it. When I kick up, I get one leg to lightly touch the wall, but the other leg refuses to go for the ride.
Any tips on how to get the other leg to touch the wall? Right now, 2nd leg is hopping up in a bent position. My shoulder are drawing back and down, my core is strong, I can do handstand prep with legs on wall and hands on floor for quite a while, with variations of extending legs straight up… so I know that physically I am capable. It’s this damn mental block! Whenever a teacher puts me into handstand, it feels great. I can hold it away from the wall, very easily with lower front ribs in, legs engaged, etc. It’s just how to get into it that freaks me out.
Any tips on overcoming the mental hurdle of jumping into a handstand against a wall? Thanks!