Having doubts

Yoga Teacher Training
#1

For over a year I’ve been a yoga teacher…I did not have the funds nor the time or opportunity to take a month or a year of weekends so my teacher with many years experience put me though a training of her own.

Her studio is not a certified yoga school so I am not a certified yoga teacher.

I don’t live and breath yoga as some do - in fact at times I prefer my weight lifting as my form of yang yoga and union with Self.

I’ve pondered yoga teacher training, and am doing so again, but now wonder if I am an effective teacher or should be teaching at all … Especially since I at times focus myself elsewhere physically.

I don’t live in a geographically yoga-popular place, I’m soon to be 52, and despite what I have learned though practice I now doubt.

Everything.

Does anyone have any experience they can share?

#2

The issue is not clear…

‘I doubt… everything’ - does this mean that you:

Have become totally sceptical of every facet of life and existence?
Have doubts about the value of the yoga system?
Have doubts about your own ability to teach yoga?
Have doubts about your personal motivation to teach yoga?
Have doubts about your need to take further teacher training?
Have doubts about whether there is a viable demand for you as a yoga teacher in your home area?

etc