Ok, let me start off by saying my problem I believe has to do with my long thoracic nerve or some kind of compressed nerve issue. Every limb on my right side is smaller than the left. Up until I was 16 it wasn’t a huge problem and it still isn’t a HUGE problem but my left side is growing/developing and my right side is not. I am 19 years old and I have very little to no money to spend on a doctor right now. I have been going through a very significant awakening which has led me to move to Costa Rica which I am in the process of doing right now (my mom is helping a bit with this and to add a doctors appointment to all the financial costs so far would be just too much, plus she is a christian scientist so she believes in natural healing too)
I’ve always had a hard time communicating to the doctors I’ve run into… so all in all I’d much rather prefer to heal this through Yoga and Thought. I believe in the power of healing I’ve seen in demonstrated here and there throughout my life but this Is a much more significant problem to overcome I believe (or so illusion would have you think).
Since I am 19 and Im still growing I realize I need to get this healed as soon as I can while Im still having somewhat of significant growth spurts (more muscle development wise now).
Just about the only pain I have is in my middle back when I’m at work, which I believe is not just caused by the imbalance in my leg length (there is about an inch difference maybe not quite) but also my back development. EVERYTHING on my left side is larger and feels stronger than on my right including my shoulder, lower back, upper back, foot etc…muscle wise AND bone length wise.
I know there will be people who feel very strongly I should see a doctor but [B]at least[/B] for the next 6 months…at least…this will not be available to me. I feel like sometimes the doctor will make victims out of his patients (unintentionally) which further solidifies the belief of the problem so I’d like to avoid one from the start but then again my heath is a priority. Mentally I am doing [B]very[/B] well…I don’t brood (if thats correct term ?) over my problems I try to avoid succumbing to the belief and aside from everything else my performance is above average athletically…I am vegetarian and very healthy.
Since I started yoga I feel alot better my problem shoulder and arm feel alot looser…it feels like they are getting more blood flow.
I just wondered if anyone has ANY kind of advice (spiritual and/or physical) that might help me out. Even if its just a few kind words. Maybe there is a certain way of practicing asanas I should avoid… and maybe there is a way of practicing that would benefit me more so than any others. I also lift weights and maybe this should be avoided? I would MUCH MUCH MUCH prefer to continue but I will do anything for healing.
So when It comes down to it I don’t really have any injuries its just issues with the nerves I believe.
Thanks so much guys I really appreciate you taking the time to read this
P.S. at the very least I would like to keep things as they are now, Im fine now…future issues are more of a priority when it comes to healing although I’d like to heal myself all together!!!
I am also grateful for my problems to a certain extent because Im not sure I would be led to yoga and my awakening if I had not struggled physically, I am now ready to let go though.