Through years of yoga and meditation I have come to the realization that for most of the day, I keep my glutes clenched. And I hesitate to say this but it’s not just my glutes - it’s like I have to go to the bathroom and am ‘holding it’.
Thank god for internet anonymity…
Anyways, I’m pretty sure that this has led to lower back problems throughout my life. I’m a pretty tense person which is what originally brought me to yoga and meditation. Mindfulness has helped me with this issue because I’m able to better catch myself when I’m clenching. But I’ve also realized that as soon as I relax the muscles in question, they begin to tighten again involuntarily, and often times within about 30 seconds I’m right where I was.
So, I’m looking for some way to combat this muscle memory I have. I’m pretty sure this isn’t solely due to stress - or that if it is, I was over-stressed for so long, my body just got used to doing this. Mindfulness has helped me realize what I’m doing it and how to relax it, but it doesn’t seem to be helping the core issue.
Help!