Hello this is what you say:So, i want to be karmayogi to study hard different programming languages and different subjects for the exams. Because i believe that if i be a karmayogi and prepare for exams then i can surely shine.
This is your ego speaking because your ego wants to shine to be superior and recognized. This is nothing wrong most of us function this way but if we get awareness of this we can break this pattern.
I understand you are not religious this is not a must to become a yogi. But a yogi believes in god.
yogis believe god is energy. everything is made of atoms a stone and even you
is same and this is energy. So when we read all is god and god is 1 it means all is made of same energy. even scientist agrees with this that all is energy. Einstein said it too.
You dont need to change your work to become a karmayogi. Karma yoga is when you do something without caring for the fruits of that labor, helping the ones in need. Neither should you talk to others what you have done sometimes however there are occasions if someone says i heard you helped those kids you should not lie and say no i didnt. IF we do something and talk to others how good we are we will not have any benefit of that karmayoga and the karmayoga was never karmayoga then.
So if you think you will get higher benefits by doing karmayoga then it is never karmayoga as karmayoga means give unconditional. But nevertheless. If you do something good you get fruits of that. But lets say you do something good now it can take years for it to bear fruit.
So if you do good deeds to shine it was never karmayoga to begin with. Because you enjoy the fruits of your labour a karmayogi does not do that, fruit will come but they give it to the one that needs it and dont take it for them selves. And if you dont get the fruits quickly you might think that this karmastuff dont work and youll become even more sceptic.
And reflect over your situation: why do you want to be recognized? IF you do help the poor and give them stuffs like blankets in the winter or something you can however weaken your ego and you will actually for the first time feel joy. When we think of our selves there is always an emptiness we feel we need something but we dont know what so we chase it by getting stuff or getting attention whatever it might be. But when we start to help others the missing hole will be less and less and we might even feel connected in a way we didnt feel before.