I went on a 2 days TTC on kids yoga, one of the meditation or mantra my teacher played was " i am ".
It touches my heart during the meditation. I realised how much i do not like my body ( being fat ) and hated my self all this life.This probably got to with the past bad experiences as a kid being called all the time " fat-so " and all sort of nicknames. Even if i have lost 20 over kgs over the past few years , i am still not happy with who i am. Every now and then if i ever feel fat , i get depressed.
However ,i find myself relaxed and being happy after every yoga classes and that feeling will last a day, especially practising in the weekend mornings. Only at the moment that i will love being who i am , being just myself. I could not express or explain the feelings or energy in me , but i felt it. Other than practising asana , i am on the journey of practicing the other limbs of yoga.
Finding your true self, being who we are, loving ourself is the purpose of life.The purpose of life is finding samathi , finding hapiness and peacefulness .
I am who i am , love me for what i am
Love and peace.