[QUOTE=bolno;71159]I’m basically a theist, not really any religion, but believe in God, but lately I feel as though Meditation and Buddhist Philosophies are what keep me going.[/QUOTE]
My experience is all religions are filled with dogma, perhaps acknowledging the fact that you are i.e. ?I AM?, the only truth any of us can experience directly without involving unreliable memory or illusionary perceptions of the mind or senses, after that the obvious question is ?WHO AM I? and that may best be answered by elimination of who you are not i.e. am I this body?, am I this mind?, am I this energy running the body and mind? etc. etc. inward self inquiry may very well take you much further than any outward searching, once you?ve corrected any misidentifications you may have had begin to experiencing directly your true inner nature. There are eloquent attempts in explanations of the inexpressible that can get one started, check out some of the free online writings of Sri Ramana Maharshi and Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj.