Oh, I just found a taste for dark stuff. Any mortification is dark if seen from a worldly point of view. The soul is darkness for our senses.
We can be radical and think the advaita way: the body does not exist before conception. It does not exist after death and decay. What does not exist in the beginning, and does not exist in the end, cannot exist in between. So the body is unreal. But I feel I exist. Conclusion: I am not this body. You gotta love the simplicity of this logic.
But we can think this, too: what a marvelous thing the body is ! Our heart beats, never stops. It starts when we are a few weeks old, and does it’s job 'til the time of our death. Or stomach digests food. Our liver is a laboratory where things happen we don’t quite understand. Our circulatory, motric, breathing and digestive system is finely tuned to help each other, and provide the necessary means for the billions of living cells our body consists of. Not to mention our nerves, brain, eyes, ears, all of them marvelous creations, what work flawlessly, perfectly day by day, without needing any guidance on our part. The level of wisdom, intelligence shown in our body surpasses anything we, men could creat so far. And this is true also for the smallest living being.
Think what if we had to consciously do all the things our body does … we woul not survive for more than a few minutes. Ever thought whst it takes to drive such a complex “machine” ?
If we look this way, we have another questions … who, what is the wisdom behind all this ? Why does it work perfectly, and why there are times when it does not ? What is health ? What is death ? How can such a complex phenomenon emerge from almost nothing ? What makes us grow ? What makes us grow old ?
We must put these questions with an open heart. Do not let the geometric spirit of science delude you. Science does not even know what life is, yet. If it knew, we would be able to create living organisms. We cannot. We can alter them, but we cannot create life. So where does this purposeful, this marvelous, colorful, undefeatable force has it’s root ? Do not try to answer with your mind, or some ancient religion or philosophy. (thy are still better than the silly chance what evolution theory makes it’s base, but nevertheless, untrue) Take a seed, and wonder how it contains the future plant. It only needs water, and life errupts. It needs a few simple anorganic elements, sunlight, water, oxigen, and you have a fully blown plant. Where did it come from ? Why ? What is it’s purpose ? Do not try to answer. Just be a witness. If you are silent, you will have the ears to hear, the eyes to see.