Meditation & FMS

I have been meditating since 1979. I can’t say i praticed it religiously. But i’m reasonably serious about it. I practice at least 5 days a weeks (even on holidays). I started it when i was 16 years old.

Many interesting physical sensations occured during my medittation sesion. But i would confine to the ones happened in the last few years.

Some minutes after i had gone into meditation, a rippling sensation filled my upper body (as i sit in lotus position), i found myself swaying back and forth like a rocking chair for a few minutes, involuntary. Sometimes, my head shook from left to right vigorously for a few minutes. These vibrations and shakings would stop just as suddenly as it started. My head then proceeded to do what i could only describe as ‘stretching exercise’. May i remind you once again that any movements at all are all involuntary. My aim is to stay still. My head may tilt backward and to the left, my back may arch forward. I may stay in this strange contorted posture for a while, few minutes at a time. And then my body would eventually returned to its natural lotus position, and stay still for the rest of the meditation session, which usually last from half to an hour.

By the way, none of these disturbed me in the slightest. It also didn’t require any effort on my part. Anyone who never seen this would find it either utterly hirlalious or freaked out with terror because i look as if i was under a spastic seisure. But i’m totally at ease with whatever happened with my body during meditation (However, i was quite unsettled by occurence far less strange than this when i begun it some 20 years ago).

I have frozen shoulders and neck lately. I was diagnosed to have fibromyalgia (FMS). I believe all these strange automatic stretch excercises during meditation was my body’s way of healing itself. My shoulder and neck certainly felt a lot less stiff after these contortion during the meditation. In fact, these neck and head stretches aren’t very different from from diagrams in books on stretching for tired neck and shoulders. It seems that the body has an innate wisdom and ability that releases the muscular tension during meditation.

It makes sense that i link these involuntary vibrations and ‘stretchings’ with FMS because these phenomena only occured lately, which more or less co-incided with my diagnose of FMS.

I just wonder are there any FMS sufferers here who also experience these sort of thing? Please share them with me.

Francis

Dear Francis,

The experiences you describe are that of your natural energy or kundalini moving. And I agree that this inner energy has a wisdom and is not something to fear, although it can produce sensations or bring up mental states which are challenging. Support and guidance by an experienced yogi is a blessing. You may find it helpful to read about other yogis who have gone through this process. There are articles at the Kundalini Resource Center on line at:
http://www.hmt.com/kundalini/
You can also read about the experiences of Swami Muktananda, Paramahansa Yogananda and others.

You might like to search this forum under kundalini to see what other posts may offer. Here is one Mukunda sent in response to a question about a student whose arms were lifting up from the floor during savasana.
http://www.yogaforums.com/yogaBB/viewtopic.php?t=242

A search of this web site on fibromyalgia reveal 7 other posts on this topic which I hope you will look at. As forum moderator, I would recommend that you post your question also in Mukunda’s Q&A. I also encourage readers to take an active role in this General Discussion forum. This is an opportunity for all of us to participate as a community to support and trade ideas with one another.

Namaste,
Chandra