Hello. My name is Laura and I have come here every once and a while from Googling yoga questions so I thought I would ask one. I searched the forum but did not find precisely what I am looking for. I see people like to have a lot of information so I will offer some.
[B]Physical[/B]
I am 27 5’9" with a tall yet stocky build. I am 230 lbs but nothing seems to help lower that much. I eat fairly decently but do like to enjoy myself. I am active almost every day either running or walking or yoga or volleyball or something. I have partially tore MCL and replaced ACL in left knee (from karate). I have Thyroid nodules but blood tests come back ok, could be why the weight though, thyroid problems run in the family. We are all a little overweight but the only people in my family who die under 80 die in car accidents so it doesnt cause that many health problems. I am much more active than my family.
[B]History[/B]
About two years ago I had a psycho doctor who kept blaming every medical problem I have on my weight. She had me on a low low carb diet and protein shakes and wanted me to do moderate cardio for an hour every day so I took up running. Running ended up being great therapy for dealing with my doctor who eventually told me I must need to see a therapist. Running caused plantars fasciitis so I toned down the running. An emergency massage at a festival brought me to a therapist who owns a yoga/hollistic healing center and he told me my calves are seriously tight causing the bone spurs and I should do yoga. So I started yoga (I had previously done yoga throughout college at the gym but had stopped since I moved for about 2 years) the therapist also recommended yoga for the emotional/mental benefits. So I got into yoga and this time not just the physical. That was a year ago. Now I love it. Yoga is a huge part of my life. I still run but not as far or as often.
[B]Problem[/B]
My feet hurt a lot in yoga, they always have, even in college. Now they hurt REALLY bad because of the fascia problems. I also have heel spurs. Massage helps but I cannot afford a weekly massage anymore so I am not getting as much help. I ussually do hatha or vinyassa yoga a mixture of some faster and some slower but nothing as repetitive or quick as the sun sals in Ashtanga (which kill my shoulders). However, lately I cannot even get through the first half of the class without my feet killing me, especially in warrior poses and balance poses transitioned from warrior (coming into warrior 3 from mountain pose is not painful but from warrior 2 is). Just walking on the wood for barefoot is painful but this is plain excruciating.
So I have been going to classes still (my home practice is not developing quickly) but when it hurts bad enough to stop me I start a mat excersize to stretch out the problem areas and sit on my calves (I cant remember that poses name) and join back in when I can. Sometimes I cannot rejoin so I continue to do a more mat based class by myself or if it hurts really bad and I cant control my emotions I leave.
My two mixed questions are (1) is it okay to wear a pair of vibram barefoot shoes to class? I tried on a pair in the store and they make a marked difference in how I hold my feet. I will only wear them indoors, since I am not supposed to walk barefoot. My doctor told me the benefits of the yoga stretching should outway the small amount of time my feet are on the bare floor but would prefer I wear something. I also have orthodic sandals to wear around. I am told it is bad ettiquette to wear shoes and socks, which brings me to number (2).
Me and a few people were just chatting with a teacher after class who is currently in her 500 hour teacher training. A few other teachers I take are also in the class and the owner of the studio I most go to is teaching it. She was discussing her trainer saying how it is rude to do poses that the teacher does not suggest and how most other places call people out on that. Now the first time I go to a class that does that to me would be when I get very non yoga on that person. Honestly I am the customer and I know my body more than anyone. I really have been put off from this and have not gone to one of her classes since. If I cannot do alternate poses then I have no point going to any other class until my problem is fixed yet everyone keeps perscribing me yoga to fix it. So question (2) is it okay for me to do the mat exercises? I am not going to pay someone to be in childs pose for half a class. That is one of the worst suggestions i have heard, especially since childs pose hurts my feet more. Is there a type of yoga I can go to where there are less rules on etiquette, because honestly its getting more frustrating to go to yoga than to not because of these “rules.” I was told I should let the teacher give me alternatives, but frankly these people are not physical therapists. 200 hour training is honestly not someone I would put in charge of that part of my life. Even 500 hour training does not trump my doctor or PT.