Can I
be still long enough,
and wait,wait?
Do I have patience,
time,
courage,
wisdom,knowledge,
meditation?
Is it possible at all,
be still and let
muddy water clear,settles?
Muddy waters of
my desires,thought,
emotions…
my life…
Can I do it?
Is it necessary?
Will I be enlightened?
Do I really want wisdom?
What is it I want?
I don’t know.
My water is muddy…