July 14, 09
This is my first week, I?ve named it ?Week of Forgetting?. It is my week where I forget all of my past mistakes and failures. This week is where I start my training for a high purpose of self discovery. I?ve done yoga now, off and on, for about 6 months and have gotten only a little way to where I wish to be. I?ve started to meditate on why I haven?t been too prepared for things before they happen. I thought long and hard and found out I?ve always waited tell the last second to do something. Now I have decided to change that. My life has been a landslide to the bottom and because I was to foolish to see I have a mountain to clime if I?m to be ahead in life.
I?m a department manager at work and as in life I am in work. I?ve been lacking at doing things right away and I put them off. I want to be successful at work and get the promotions I want. I can no longer be lazy and put things off. This is my training, to get off my a** and do something great with my life.
I weight 215 lbs and I want to be 185. I also want to be stronger and feel I have more energy in life. I?m going to keep a record of this so I can share it with everyone. I think if I?m public with my training and open with my wants and problems I can succeed with everything. It is harder to fell in the public eye because you?ll want it more so you don?t look like a fool.