[QUOTE=Suhas Tambe;52132] what is different about Yoga from all that you have done in the past. Take for example the rhythm. Do you experience the rhythm in Yoga any different? deeper? subtle? quieter?
Do you see anything happening beyond 30 days? Has anything happened to your ‘pack a day’? what exactly pulls you back to the next Yoga class with aching limbs? what brought you to Yoga and not, say, karate?
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Of the three I would say they have more in common than different. The Rythm you need while cycling (to prevent lactic acid buildup) very much reminds me of the rythm you need to maintain focus on the mat, or needed to focus on relaxing while diving.
Diving for me is the deepest emotional activity I have found (so far) as I feel there is a greater need to release control. As you have no control over the enviorment, and a level of risk always exists. (Sothern California regularly has some large carnivorus creatures off shore)
Yoga provides me with a more communal feeling. While all the people in my class are strangers seeing the more skilled people and the less gives me gratitude for what I can pull off. Not so much as a form of judgement but having the absence of it.
Other than feeling rather slothful recently and having absolutely nothing to do durring the rainy season (diving in 3ft vis is no fun) I wanted or needed something to fill the silly amount of free time I have.
Additionally with the recent choice to end a relationship that I was quite fond of, I needed something that put me around people. Not really to meet or chat, but just to be around them. (strange?)
Normally the path I’d take would be destructive so I’m trying to break the cycle and focus on doing something for myself that has benefit. Additionally its a private matter, between me and myself… (other than the readers here) no one knows that i’m doing this in my personal life. It seems to allow me to maintain a non ego-driven porpose.
A few things bring me back. One, few things in life feel better than streching. Two after making a commitment to myself failure (missing a day) is something I can’t allow to happen. Rarely do I get the chance to put a really challanging expectation in front of myself.
Pack a day is lower (likely due to less stress) but still there.
As far as why not martial arts, or something like that? My old Akido studio closed, and the energy there was amazing… Sadly I doubt I will ever attend another studio as the traditional methods (atleast in orange county) have been replaced with Tap Out banners, and kids that want to hurt people instead of learn from them. …