Hi. I’m a newbie here, and pretty new to yoga as well. Please be gentle with me and forgive my incorrect use of terms!
I’ve been a runner and devoted gym person for about 8 years. Recently I’ve been experiencing a lot of pain/tightness/soreness in my hips/legs and one day I woke up and realized that I needed to get into a yoga class. There’s a reputable hot yoga studio near my home and I was hooked after the first class.
In tonight’s class, I got lightheaded and almost nauseous for the first time in class, about 3/4 of the way through. I had to miss a couple poses while I rested in child’s pose and didn’t feel all better until I got home, rehydrated, took some rolaids, and curled up on the couch.
What I’m struggling with is beating myself up for “missing” poses. The runner/gym person in me is having trouble letting go of that competitiveness.
I also think one of the reasons I didn’t feel well tonight was that I did some tough runs and gym workouts this weekend, and one earlier today. I’m afraid to ease up on my old routine for fear I’ll lose my fitness, which I know is ridiculous. I guess this is just part of my practice? Practicing letting go of the “shoulds?”
How do you find balance between all of the physical/athletic activities you love to do?