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Post: A rant that I hope you can follow- Bliss knows no compass
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Posted by: highofflife
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I recently posted this journal entry on my website hardfluff.com
Journal 8.3.2010: A rant that I hope you are able to follow.
Who am I? Everything. What am I? Everything. No matter how big or how small? No matter how big or how small.
This is one of those times when I really need to have a conversation with myself, and remind myself that not only is all I do worth it, but also that it all matters. I found myself doing something today, something that I haven?t done in months. I asked myself what the hell I was doing. This might have come from an accumulation of similar thoughts that resided in my subconscious until now, or maybe from some of the conversations that I?ve been having with some people lately.
Many, if not all of us, place everything into boxes. We long for order. There?s enough chaos in the world, and people don?t want to see cat shit on the floor when they come home, so they put it in the garbage. People don?t want to have cat shit in their lives, so they categorize. They place everything they perceive into boxes in their mind, and they usually choose to not deal with the things that they can?t understand, with the things that have no place in a box. I don?t know why I keep saying ?they,? I am them as much as I am myself. The point is, much of what I have been doing doesn?t belong, nor can be placed, in a box. The confusion, looks of bewilderment, and doubt that I have been receiving from others is all part of everything, and I can?t allow those things to cause me to box myself, my thoughts, my actions, or my life.
Nothing is mine, I am an ant working for the greater awareness and understanding, but it is extremely hard to be an ant sometimes. To REALLY do the things that I want to do, and show others the things that I know ? and want them to know ? through being. Not writing, not speaking, not presenting, but through being. Those few moments of bliss that I?ve experienced are for everyone. I want to live them every second of my life, and help others to live that way also. That is why I do the things I do, act the way I act, say the things I say, think the way I think, and overall live the way I live. I am on the path to living blissfully! Actually, forget the path and forget any cardinal direction that I have learned. Bliss knows no compass.