@Lavendar my dear friend. We have known each other for a while now and the same answer keeps presenting itself to both of us and that answer is through our practice the mystery and performance of The Kriya Yoga of Yogiraj Lahiri Mahsaya is revealed to us both.
We both know that discussing matters that are experienced by Kriyavans out side of Kriya Circles is generally discouraged because others do not usually understand.
I like to think that short of attempting to teach, that sharing the experiences I have had may be useful to someone.
Even within Kriya circles talk of experiences is not really discussed I guess because they are afraid of being branded an experience seeker. Silly really. If someone is prone to seeking experiences they will anyway and being closed mouthed just leads to internal pressures that will demand release.
I think also that some other reasons might even be simpler people may get discouraged if someone says oh I have Seen Gurudev or Jesus or I have entered into the Ajna center and another has not and this may make the listener draw wrong conclusions like they are lacking in some degree or maybe the practice is not for them.
Even worse they may begin really trying hard to get these road signs along the way to force seeing them and this itself will prevent the true signs from appearing due to fixation on a road sign that in and of itself can be recognized in it’s real value only by those who have already had the experiences come to them in the correct time which is determined by outside agencies and spiritual law not the seeker.
Then others still will believe that they are somehow a few notches up on the spiritual totem pole and assume false airs.
So there are lots of reasons to not share.
For those of us called to be Kriyavans the only thing needed is our daily sincere practice of Kriya Yoga our heartfelt love and devotion to God and Guru the rest happens just as surely as rubbing sandpaper on wood makes wood smooth and creates saw dust.
Lavendar You have been doing allot of sanding so looking at your work what is your answer to your own question?