But my perfectionism in asans alignment may be a little much
Or the striving for for an idealised kind of perfectionism ,specifically relating to posture training. Remeber that it is what is going on inside that is more important, and less what the posture looks like on the outside especially if our body simply is’nt ready or open enough for some of the asanas.It’s not necessarily what you can see in a book or even how your teacher does it.Also there are other tools in yoga. Most folk get stuck on the hatha yoga see-saw and remain there i’d imagine because that’s all they know. Although i think there are many tools out there and we can combine them in tandem as part of a srtuctured routine to make the whole more effective.
If our overall alignment is out , then one or more of our joints could take the strain. Also the fact that you knees are taking the strain could indicate imbalances further up because the body is trying to accomodate for any assymetries.For example some side-tilting in the trunk/torso could put more weight or less on one side.Also tight hips onee one side or both could mean that the knee takes the strain because of this.You could move the foot inward in order to balance and compensate for balances further up. So therfore straightening the foot causes the knee to take the strain as the next mobile joint and given that there maybe imbalnces further up. I used to think i just had a stiff neck, and then it was a tight psoas/hip flexors then i did more than a liittle research and discovered that the picture was was all too frequently more complicated than that. In fact the number of variables i have come to appreciate in good health has increased quite a bit-the way you breathe, diet,willingness to grow & change etc etc
I will say that if your joints crack, to me that says quite clearly stop whatever you’re doing, unless you think it’s fairly innocuous. Really the average student with therpaeutic issues cannot expect to roll up to any old hatha yoga class and expect for it to be good for them. You best bet is really therefore as you say a private session 1-on-1 with someone that really know there craft and can furnish you teaching you how to use tools that will help you to help yourself.Although some teachers often want you to book 3 in advance. What i would do is tell them you want one session, to see if they are good enough quality-wise or have therapaeutics training &/or knowledge…
Joint cracking is not desirable especially if it causing you concern. Not to over worry. But you can explain in two significant ways-
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It is the former that most scientifically minded people can understand so it is easier to win folk over if you explain it in those terms-the physical rather than the subtle nervous system. Behind the body/matter is energy and behind that Consciousness.It is that simple.And these are terms science does understand but can’t yet fully explain all it’s mysteries certainly as they relate to modern health medicine and healing.
Also if i am blunt with you ignore all the other limbs and components of a complete & balanced sadhana at your own peril. If there are cracks in joints that are a cause for concern than this is a call to listen to.Sometimes we do get pops, and they may even feel quite pleasant but they are not desirable.The joints should be supple and mbile and not pushed beyond their normal halthy range of motion . If you are unsure how the knee should function go to the yogajournal website where you read one of the best primers i have read on the net myself ,particularly including the safety of the knees in virasana.
Also consider using less effort – perhaps you are not forcing but it is worth saying.
Also i used to make probably a common mistake which is not perfectionism- that is a good quality you have, but the striiving for perfection- specifically for in this case an idealised perfection of any given asana- in your posture training. So you just accept where you are today and consider modifying the pose if the knee cracks- don’t try to steer your body towards injury.If the foot goes inward to try to balance and make up for any imbalnces in the upper body then some other more open or closed/tight joint can take the strain- ( the knees for e.g)… The sensible thing to do is just do leg and hip-openers,or supine work, without standing asana routines at least for a little while.This is what i mean when sometimes we have to seriously re-evaluate the yoga we are doing.It won’t be the same, this year or next year.
When you are doing Warrior 2-
More TIPS
1)Pull both shoulder blades towards the centre/spine
2)Pull the flesh of the buttock of the bent knee towards the tailbone.
The arms are straight;iyengar teaches the elbows in a gentle locked position facing upwards.
The bent knee thigh can hang very slightly lower then the knees.Some side-tiliting ,tight hips and/or waist could be behind these issues. As i say some fok may trun the feet in i order to balnce and compensate for imbalnces further up in the structure like in trunk/torso for e.g.So it can be quite a complex picture when we look at the whole body, and not just the muscular system, although that’s what we most identify with.This muscle. That muscle.They’re all of course linked together.
See if i was you, i would take the advice of the first post i issued here if these isssues were sufficiently causing you enough concernIn terms of asan look at pawanmukatasan series 1- should help help with poorly aligned knees and the joints of the feet,knees& hips upwards…Be prepared to completely turn around your yoga practice but still keep same sound first principles.Obviously ahimsa is the one we have to respect the most.If your practice is sound as is your kness and causing you no doubt or concern then ,fine, you are alirght.