Syntax Error Causing Mass Confusion and Unnecessary Misery
There is nothing to be awakened, enlightened, grown, or manifested.
Everything is already happening with or without you.
Student perceives the oxygen and flow of various natural actions of the innermost spinal cord and thinks he has somehow "activated" something in accordance with a previous expressed ideation from the Past. How foolish is He who takes one step forward towards Freedom and two steps back into Darkness.
Do not turn your perceptions into beliefs. We must remember the role linguistics play in our life and the society.