Blessings,
While there are many things that distract and disrupt my meditations such as:
[ul]
[li]Laziness
[/li][li]Fickleness
[/li][li]Lust
[/li][li]Ambition
[/li][li]Attachments and desires
[/li][li]Fears
[/li][li]Restlessness
[/li][li]Anxiety - worry
[/li][li]Sleepiness
[/li][li]Agitation
[/li][li]Emotional disturbances
[/li][li]Mental wandering
[/li][li]Mental tossing
[/li][li]Fantasying
[/li][li]Ruminating
[/li][li]Reminiscing
[/li][li]Subtle desires
[/li][li]Doubt
[/li][li]Sickness and pain
[/li][li]Depression
[/li][li]Turbidity ? lack of clarity ? fuzziness
[/li][li]Excessive sensory overload
[/li][li]Bodily needs
[/li][li]Lack of motivation
[/li][li]Unwholesome Curiosity
[/li][li]Etc?
[/li][/ul]
Television is the one really messing with me these days. At first I did not notice a problem. My meditations were as fuzzy as always, but then things started to clear away and that is when I noticed how television was affecting/effecting me. Initially it was simple images, sounds, and thoughts popping in and out of mind for the first thirty minutes or so of my practice. These are easy to deal with. The hard part is the static, that agitated energy that just seems to keep me from really resting on my focal point and entering into a deeper concentration. If I push through, and if I do not get tired (which is rare), I flicker in-between Pratyahara and Dharana. An hour or two in I experience Dhyana, or at least, a form of it where the object of my meditation and I begin to exchange energy ? opening me to new insights, etc?
[B]Has anyone else had these experiences? If so, what do you do to help clear the mind? [/B]
While giving up television is the obvious solution, I am not quite ready to do so. Partly because I like it and partly because I feel it is important to live in the world and find the way rather than run to the hills and hide in a cave ? though it sounds nice ? not many people can relate with it.
Blessings Be?