I have recently gotten through several of Georg Fuerstein Books which are just amazing. Hindu theology however, is very complex, and even a guy as articulate as Fuerstein kind of contradicts himself in places. So my confusion lies in the nature of the ultimate awareness/deity/the formless uncreated stillness/etc. etc. etc. On the spiritual path we ultimately in this, or some other lifetime seek unity with this ultimate awareness. Fuerstein talks about this as being Brahma. In the Bhagavad Gita the Lord Krishna talks about himself as being an incarnation of this supreme awareness…and if I remember right calls this awarenss Brahma (I may be mistaken though). In his book on Tantric Yoga however, Fuerstein talks about the Brahmic egg, and that every 120 Brahma years (which equals something like 450 trillion earth years) even Brahma falls asleep (he says he dies in another place), and the entire cycle of creation starts over again. Fuerstein goes onto say that outside of the Brahmic egg there is the true ultimate awareness/stillness/uncreated essence/ etc. etc. etc.
So on the path to enlightenment, are we seeking union with Brahma, or with this ultimate awareness. I am assuming we are seeking union with the ultimate awareness outside of the Brahmic egg. That leaves me unclear however, why the Lord Krishna for example, would speak of himself as being this ultimate awareness and then say he is an incarnation of Brahma.
Anyway, that is my question…sorry if it is just way to esoteric and theoretical. Thanks for any insights.
Sean