The goal of my practice? Hmm, well I want a healthy body and I want to prevent it from deteriorating. Although my main goal is to awaken my kundalini, I had a K experience in the past (not related to yoga) and I want to experience it again and I consider yoga/pranayama to be the only way I might achieve that.
I’m not sure I am doing the asanas appropriately, I practice from Richard Freemans DVD. It used to be very draining, almost a workout but I have since developed strength and it isn’t half as tiring as it used to be.
I don’t really know about other limbs, I am very interested in pranayama it played a large part in my K experience, and I also feel it to be beneficial regardless of the K.
I wouldn’t say I do my poses with pride… I don’t think I have anything in mind really, maybe a little boredom. It’s not something I enjoy doing but since I benefit greatly from it I force myself to do it.
It is ashtanga that I practise and I do find it draining in the beginning, after about 45mins (about half way through) I find myself with more energy but when it comes to the corpse pose at the end I could so easily fall asleep.