to one i desire,
even though you have fake breasts
you look beautiful in that dress
something in your smile
the color of your skin
you have baggage
guess we all do
i see your jelousy
its a beatuful thing, may i never loose sight of this
how I wish you were mine
and how would it turn out, I dont know
wish you were mine, but not the only one
I would save all if I could
and give everyone the world
to another one
you are so kind to your animals
the electric blanket for chloe, how cute, she likes it
how the chloe plays fetch with the earplugs
taking in the animals, the unwanted and forgotten ones
feeding them
your house is full of life, ten cats three dogs and a hedgehog
the yoga room, free from anything else, except the yoga cat from the street that somes in through the gate
your dog has become my companion, I feel safe with him
wish I could take him everywhere, wish I had my own house, maybe, in time, one day
he likes to meet other dogs,
and sniff there butts, sorry if that sounds gross
he likes the walks
and another one
you wanna fly
I wish that for you
opening the heart? what is closed?
its raining outside, the air is cool
todo bien, all is well,
thanks to mooji, for the comfort of words, thanks for mmoents of peace and the moments of peace within the suffering
do you have a child, if so I hope you smile, togethor
a loved one imperfect, what if we saw them as perfect?
playing, free, unbound
I hope you have the pillow fight pear, i would like to watch with joy, to some that may sound perverted but it does not come from that space, a diffferent space, unexplainable, but I have the sense you know what I mean,
as children
Is my kundalini awkening, the heart opeing, LOL
a cough, must be the ciggarettes
what do I take seriously, LOL
have I gone mad, or sane
written here for the world to see, I am vulnerable, ok
maybe you can relate,
I hope so and I hope it brings you peace
with love
brother Neil
PS, if you compliment, I may blush or not respond, for taking praise feels akward, sometimes, why do I shy away from that. I prefer the action and leave it as that,
to walk away, without thanks
for I am not great
so here is your poetry, carly, sorry for the failure, breaking the promise, i hope I succeed, follow through, and fly, may you as well.