Earlier this week, I was doing zazen. I was in a full lotus position. I have only recently been able to even get into that position. So for the purposes of building endurance in that position. I was going for two minute stretches of time on each leg. Just as I was getting into the position, something ‘popped’ in my left leg. The location of it is at the back of my leg…behind my knee…on the left side of my left leg. It is tender where the joints come together. It felt like a great big ‘super knuckle’ popping.
The irony of it is that it seems to have fixed another knee problem I was having. I am a classical guitarist and spend several hours a day with one leg jacked up higher than the other due to the use of a footstool. I have been slowly developing a very slight pain in my knee due to this. That pain however, seems to have gone away. This happened on Sunday morning…and doesn’t seem to have improved much.
It is discouraging because most of my yoga practice is geared towards developing my ability to sit for long periods of time for the purposes of zazen-like meditation. So now I can’t sit. I can barely even kneel. And most yoga poses that involve having that leg bent are out of the question. Nothing feels broken. There is no swelling, there is no bruising. I can walk around just fine. It is just when I do yoga or meditation specific things with it, I am significantly hampered.
Has this, or anything similar happened to anyone before? Thanks for any thought on the matter.
Sean Clark
Parker, CO