Depression, everyone at some point may suffer from it, it is the silent dis-ease, but it is a very bad dis-ease, responsible for so much suffering and sometimes death, but what is it ?
Medics try to explain it saying words along the lines of a chemcal imbalance and so treat it with chemicals that have been noticed to have a positive affect on some people, but the reality with many of these chemicals is that no one really knows what medications will do in the long term, SSRI’s for example, there is even suggestion that medics have not a clue about their long term use and may even be found to be harmful.They may even be banned in ten years or so plus.
Me, I am on the SSRI’s for mood instability, but I happen to think that as I have always quested the spirit, that depression is less of a chemical imbalance but something more.
My past spirituality, that of pagan, where I recognised the dark goddess, the goddess of rebirth, Hecate as I was aware of her, Kali as it is to others and many many names through history and culture. Now, I understand from what I learned about my spirituality, not following my goddess in her teaching will result in the pits of depression, yep, I have been there, and I still go there sometimes, perhaps even it is the real Christian Hell as the kingdom of heaven can reside within the self.
So now I am as I allow myself to wander through belief structures, I found myself attracted to a book called, ‘’ Zen Therapy- A Buddhist Approach to Psychotherapy ‘’ by David Brazier. Now I am normally sceptical of therapies and treatments, for I have tried many and they work for a while, but are largely fruitless, but I do believe, that depression and assosciated maladies may very well be spiritual in nature, depression might be a loss of spirit or something like that, I have yet to theorise.
The Zen therapy, is holding an appeal, as I suffer greatly with mindfulness, I tend to live in the past or the future, never or perhaps rarely in the present. Now, I had an experience in present living this weekend and found how wonderful it is, meditation on a single purpose, even though I have always had difficulty with meditation, but this time it was very deep and rewarding, it was a Buddhist I had come into contact with, so I now wonder further.
Does anyone here have any inklings on the true nature of depression, or should we really leave that kind of stuff to the experimentation of the medics and psych’s ?