Hi Shaun,
Yoga is over 5,000 years old and the central part of yoga has always been meditation, and the other aspects of yoga (one of which is the physical postures) were there to support this central meditation aspect.
Unfortunately over the past 100 years, mainly in the western world, some people have focused only (or at least mainly) on the physical aspects of yoga, and nowadays it is not uncommon for newcomers to yoga to think that yoga is mainly physical postures and meditation is something entirely different.
And you will certainly find yoga ‘teachers’ who propagate this even further and their classes will be mainly fitness classes.
I personally think it would be a shame to ignore the central aspect of yoga which has been there for thousands of years, just because many other westerners are doing this.
I would suggest that you try to find a ‘beginners’ ashtanga vinyasa class, where the teacher is known to also practice meditation themselves and is aware of the ‘bigger picture of yoga’.
And don’t worry, the ashtanga vinyasa class will not include meditation, but if the teacher themselves are practicing it, and see meditation as being an intrinsic part of yoga, then i am sure they will help you focus on the ‘breath’ … on your ‘awareness’… and will subtly lay the foundations where you will be more likely to make the step towards meditation over the next year or two.
If you don’t ‘find the right teacher’ then you may end up practicing more like a ‘fitness class’ than true yoga.
And if that is the case, you may be better off going to one of those circus training classes, that are excellent at toning the body, and fit well into your mentioned context of excruciating strength and balance poses.
Many traditional yoga practitioners may even say that ashtanga vinyasa is not true traditional yoga, but i believe with the ‘correct teacher’ this is a very beautiful practice, and taught in the right way is very good for helping those people with busy minds to focus at the start at exertion and ‘attaining the sequence and the postures’ but if taught skillfully is excellent for increasing one’s will power, improving focus and great preparation for meditation.
But make sure you look for a complete beginners class… and make sure you clearly tell the teacher about your previous back problems.
One very well know teacher… who is certainly not a beginner can be seen at
Best Wishes,
Dave