I was at my local yoga studio were I usually train. We had a new teacher who I’ve never meet before. He was awesome by the way.
Before the sun-salutations and even the first chant, he told to visualize or think of someone we wanted to dedicate the practise to, to someone we wanted to protect or we wanted to send happiness or someone we loved.No problem, I found a dozen of people I loved and wanted to send love to. He just said this in a casual way, not to much to think about.
Then, he told us to visualize someone we trusted, loved or made us feel secure. I couldn’t call up a single person who honestly made me feel secure or relaxed(accepted). Every face that came to me just evoked pressure or a wish to give, not receive.
This kind of muddled me. Felt like sharing. Maybe it will give someone something to think about.
Peace