With Ardha Baddha Padmottanasana, I should revise my earlier statement somewhat about how I felt I’m no closer to binding.
I forgot how difficult it was to maintain any balance initially, whilst today the balance has improved to the point where I can at least put some focus on binding. For the longest time I simply couldn’t balance on one leg, particularly the second side. So while I might want to focus on how I’ve not improved the binding I [I]have [/I]improved on the pose.
I will say that I was a good 40# overweight when I began practicing in earnest and today I’m still a good 20# over. Here’s what my practice has given me that nothing else ever has – an acceptance of where I am right now. I was someone who created all manner of mental anguish over how I could never complete a “real” forward fold due to my weight. Two things became apparent that today I really have gratitude for realizing – one, getting my palms on the ground in Uttanasna was my definition of “real,” and two, my weight was the only obstacle to achieving it. Today I recognize these ideas entirely differently. Today I can “get” my palms on the ground, but I now see that I will [I]always [/I]be reaching towards the full expression of the pose…a “real” pose. And, I neither was nor am I too overweight to practice yoga.
Should I ever reach my ideal weight will it somehow transform my practice into something different? I don’t think so. Now, I do recognize that losing weight may help asana. Maehle indicated that certain binds are more accessible without excess excess! And Dave has shown this to be true for him. But I am so much more comfortable with where I am today, still a good half a foot from catching the bind. I still desire weight loss, and reading how it has affected binding is another reason I want to continue.