Pros:
Drinking a cup of coffee will: increase my focus, efficiency, speed, and stamina when it comes to work. I will solve problems faster, program things faster, and organize faster.
Cons:
Drinking a cup of coffee will also: Give me insomnia, quicken my temper and cruel words, and make me PARANOID. Sometimes just a little paranoid - like checking the lights twice before bed or locking the car six times. Other times I’m checking every window in the house, making sure the stove is turned off (when it was never on), or in nights like tonight (my friends are out of town and I’m staying alone in their house) - sleeping with a knife next to my bed.
It is through the increased body awareness of yogic practices that I learned WHAT was always giving me the lingering sense of untraceable dread (I normally don’t drink coffee and so this is a rare feeling)- now all I have to do is get through the next two weeks of midnight shifts trying to maintain with less coffee (I only drink a cup and a half of mocha as it is).
Hmm… maybe I should try replacing it with a heavy, energizing brahmana practice in the morning, to see if I can substitute it for coffee and stay awake all night. I’ll work on this! Inspiration!