[QUOTE=AmirMourad;63089]Anand,
“I said earlier that I would not prefer to refer to my experiences since these are a matter between the aspirant and Guru alone”
Seeing the things that you have written, as well as your very clinging to your borrowed knowledge, whatever experiences you may have had are just like illusory flowers in the air.
“Moreover I think it is best for one’s Guru to decide and declare whether one is spiritually dormant/ awakened/ in the process of awakening/ in the process of self-purification for becoming worthy of Guru’s Grace.”
That depends on whom your so called “guru” is. That one is a “guru” does not mean anything at all. The very fact that you are putting unquestioning faith into the guru is itself a great hindrance, because even amongst “gurus”, there are as many different ideas, belief systems, and philosophies as one can imagine - some being diametrically opposite to one another. If your master is a Buddhist - he will have a Buddhist understanding. If your master is a Hindu - he will have a Hindu understanding. If he is a Jain, his understanding will be from the Jaina philosophy. And Truth is neither Buddhist, nor Hindu, nor Jain, nor Christian, Muslim, or Jewish. So while those who are considered “masters” are as common as hair, those who are truly masters - who have moved beyond all belief systems, tradition, and philosophies - are as few as horns.
The moment you set aside your inquiring mind - you open doors to countless delusions. Even the “guru” is to be questioned - nothing should be accepted just simply on the basis of blind faith. There is certainly a point in which great trust happens - but that is none other than surrender itself which is choiceless.
“However, I am permitted to admit that whatever experiences I have had are not contrary to the texts and scriptures from which I have quoted and in fact run in their support.”
I am certain you would like to believe this is the case. Every follower of every tradition wants to feel as though their knowledge has a certain ancient seal of approval - particularly if it is approved by God. This seal of approval provides great confidence and security. And many scriptures have gone out of their way, the Vedas included, to declare that their scripture is a revelation from God. But with or without God’s approval, this is not a unique situation.[/QUOTE]
Dear friend:
i fail to understand why you are insisting on being judgmental.
regards, anand