Dear Katie
I am still not sure what exactly you want to study at home. Do you want to learn Yoga philosophy, or do you want to learn about Hatha Yoga (certain purification methods), do you want to learn how to control your breath using pranayama, do you want to learn Yoga Kriyas? You see, trying to learn it all and trying to get “there” fast, (wherever or whatever that might be) will do your head in!!
I bought a book many years ago, and incredibly HUGE and incredibly comprehensive Yoga “Course”. It is by the Bihar School of Yoga in India, (Swami Satyananda) and called “A systhematic course in the ancient tantric techniques of Yoga and Kriya”. It’s the most comprehensive text ever published on Yoga. I bought it because I was very, very upset about Swamiji giving people a kriya technique, and I still wasn’t “ready” to receive kriya from him (possibly due to my love of wine). So in my ignorance I thought, well, bugger him, I buy a book on Kriyas, and I’ll just practise.
But - it did my head in. That book IS a structured course, but it is so comprehensive and so time consuming to follow, you would probably just end up frustrated. And it still lacks certain aspects, mainly the philosophy.
You know, there is also a path of Yoga called Bhakti Yoga, you probably know that, too. Maybe we should all just love more, it’ll be a lot simpler, and less headache. Hey? All the best!