[quote=yalgaar;19202]1) How and when did you get introduced to yoga?
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I was learning how to work out at the gym, and picked up a book in a bookstore.
[quote=yalgaar;19202]2) How did you pursue it further?
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Pandara’s answer is the best - it pursued me. From the first practice sequence in the book, it just ‘clicked’. I live in a rural area and there were no teachers around at the time, so I ordered and bought hundreds of books, read constantly, and practiced the very simple sequences in that first book I bought. As teachers started popping up in my area, I surrounded myself with them, then started traveling and studying all over. A few years later I realized that no other career decision made sense in comparison to sharing this knowledge with others, and so decided to study to be a teacher. I switched my college studies to public health education, and then worked my rear off for over a year to raise enough money to fly to India to study vedanta and yoga philosophy, teaching methodology, and be over-inspired by everyone. I’m going back again in August to study for another few months and then when (or if!) I return, I’d like to study with a school in the states that is of the lineage I would like to learn until the next time I go back to India again.
Why do I do yoga? I just really can’t help it anymore.
My goals? To never, ever, ever, stop learning about yoga, and to share it with others to my greatest ability and their greatest understanding.
Laziness, back injury, disillusion, a sense of powerlessness, finances, lack of support from many people, the stresses of daily life, bad influences, ill health, cold weather… The list goes on. I am overcoming it one step at a time every day.
What REALLY helped the most was when I decided to go to India the first time. In order to make the money I needed to pay off some debt and buy tickets, I took a job where I had to live and work with my (former) best friend, 24 hours a day, in a city far from home. We had been unsuccessfully been dating on and off, and although we worked together professionally and were very good at our job, being in his presence all the time was one of the most challenging experiences in my life. I remember being overwhelmed with frustration, anger, sadness and having to lock myself in the bathroom and just repeat to myself over and over, ‘Remember why you are here. You are working here so that you can go and study and become a great teacher, so that you can teach other people that happiness is a state of mind and not dependent upon their environment. You can make it through this, remember why you are here.’ It worked every time - it took me out of the situation and helped me see that this was a obstacle that would soon be over, and that I needed to make it through this in order to later be able to focus my energies on doing something for the greater good. The person that was infecting my happiness those days didn’t even comprehend how much worth my goal had to me.
I still can’t believe how much I dealt with during those times, and how I managed to overcome it and be successful at work and happy in life and with friends in spite of being surrounded by depression and anger and fighting.
It wasn’t that long ago in a conversation with him that he commented on how impressive it was that despite how he deliberately was as horrible to me as he could be, I always managed to snap back out of it and not stay angry with him; and how the girl he dates now stays mad at him his lesser transgressions for months. I laughed at him. I put my faith and hope in the idea that it would be worth it, and it was. Not just the money, but going through it I learned the full spectrum of my emotions - that I could be angrier with someone than I ever thought possible (yeah! me! the peace loving, happy, compassionate yogi!). I said terrible things, responded to provocation in horrible ways, and made fast and bad decisions under pressure. Now I know who I am.
I wonder, had I not had this foundation of yogic studies under my belt, or that great goal - what would have happened? How would I have reacted to these situations?