[quote=Surya Deva;44287]This is where I have a problem. It is not the teaching of Hinduism that the experiencer is empty. In fact the experiencer is full, absolure, pure. Secondly, surely one does not want to get rid of their pleasures but maximise their pleasure. If I had to eat worms, spiders and insects, then surely if instead I got bread, lentils and rice I would be more happy. If I got cheesecake and chocolate mouse I would be even more happier. Similarly, If I get physical pleasures, I can get even greater pleasure by getting astral pleasures. The astral is so much more pleasurable than the physical and I have greater freedom and capacity there. I feel more alive. Similarly, I could get even greater pleasure and enter the higher astrals and meet the devas and buddhas and experience joy and love. I could go even beyond that and experience ananda itself.
Surely then, rather than being equanimous to pleasure or pain, I naturally have a preference for pleasure. I want to be happy, peaceful and liked and not unhappy, unpeaceful and disliked. I want the world to be harmonious, enlightened and noble and not the opposite. Believe me I have tried smiling at my pain and suffering before, trying to treat it just like I would treat pleasure and happiness, only to realise I was deluding myself. I hated the suffering and pain and wanted it to end.[/quote]
Everyone is searching for happiness and wants to get rid of suffering in a way even the one who is about to hang himself as it was noticed by Pascal. Happiness is often conceived differently according to people. And it is a legitimate desire.
Feeling the splendour of “fullness” has been one of the reasons why I left Buddhist sadhana quite really for another path with which I have related better… The teachings I was listening were talking about emptiness all the time while what I was experiencing was on the contrary concrete and “full”. So without making a general rule nor with any “holier than thou” attitude, I can say that in my case, I have been called to something else which suited better for my spiritual evolution.
As for equanimity, we are just right now… humans, we bear the infinite but we are externally limited beings. The infinite can express itself within limits. If you draw a segment in the infinite, it is limited and defined in interdependence with the rest but at the same time there is an infinity of points in the segment. The segment is both finite and infinite.
“OM – Purnamadah Purnamidam Purnat purnamudachyate.
Purnasya Purnamadaya Purnamevavashisyate.” Brihadaranyaka Upanishad
“That is whole, this is whole, from whole comes out of whole.
If whole is subtracted (or perceived) from whole, still whole is left.”
There is a physiological limit to our stamina. Patanjali states that vyadhi/illness is the first obstacle on the path.
Philippe