[QUOTE=AmirMourad;52833]Pawel,
“just reflecting”: if my mind would just reflect, I wouldn’t recognize my friends, trees, buildings"
It is not really the case. All that it means is that one is capable of witnessing the mind without clinging to whatever arises in one’s experience. The moment the clinging activity of the mind enters into the matter, the moment the mind becomes identified with anything whatsoever, pleasurable or displeasurable, one has become the slave rather than remain centered as the master.
That does not mean that you will be unable to recognize what enters into your experience, or that somehow you will be removed from them. On the contrary, one can only be absolutely involved if one’s awareness is rooted in the present, and yet without entanglement, without forming any attachment whatsoever. But one should not take this for granted, one will have to investigate into oneself and find out whether it is actually possible to have an experience of the mind, and yet at the same time with tremendous freedom.
“Because if I see a tree it means my mind already processed this visual input, classified it according to my previous experiences and provided me with short narrative of what I’m seeing.”
It is not the mind itself which is aware. That is what we ordinarily think, because we have become too identified with the workings of the mind. The mind is just like a screen upon which projections happen. And like any film - if you become too identified with it’s scenes, the characters, the plot - then you become hypnotized by it. Even though you remain in the seat in which you have always been sitting, because you have forgotten of yourself, you become absorbed in the dream. And, unless one can remain absolutely mindful, alert, and awake - most of the experience of the mind is entirely one’s own imagination. Even though the present moment passes by - one needs eyes to see it, and ears to hear it. Most of the time, we are either entangled in memory or imagination, but as to this very moment - although one’s senses are intact, it is almost as though one is blind, deaf, and dumb. And everything in existence is being orchestrated from this present moment, the moment one has lost contact with it, in one’s experience one has lost contact with the whole existence.
If one investigates a bit closer, one will be able to discover that you are not the mind, that there is an intelligence which is seeing through the mind. The mind is just like a window for something else which is not of the mind. It is impossible for the mind to be aware of itself, simply because you can watch the activities of the mind, just as you can watch the activities of the body. If the mind could watch itself - then it is just like setting up a mind besides itself to watch another mind, and setting up yet another mind to watch this mind, and you would have an infinite series of minds watching other minds. And the result would simply be confusion.
It is not the mind which is seeing through your eyes, and hearing through your ears. One’s true nature is like boundless light, reflecting in all directions without limit. The mind is like a prism which has taken this boundless light and has restricted it into a certain form. It is out of this that all of one’s subjectivity arises. And most of our sufferings are created not because we are having an experience of the mind, but because one has been unable to have an experience of the mind and yet without entanglement.[/QUOTE]
Ok, I just thought you had in mind that you are able to directly experience the reality. I agree that we are perceiving contents of the mind (which is always a “experience-shaped” representation of reality).