As I have said before - when one comes to one’s liberation one is absolutely choiceless, so there is no question of practicing your own nature.
Right, but you claim to have come to liberation, enlightenment, the final goal. And the evidence you offer for this is that you can wash the dishes like a pro You claim to have done sadhana for a few years on your own by living the life of an ascetic - in your own home. Then you came out of it and claim you are liberated, enlightened and have reached the final goal. What in a few years? Even Buddha did very intense sadhana for 10 years under the tutelage of various masters before he undertook his final meditation under the Bodhi tree for 40 days and in those 40 days he went through extreme physical and mental challenges and Buddha was already a highly evolved being since his birth according to Buddhist history.
But it took you only a few years in the comforts of your own home? Ok…
All methods are just skillful means for entry into the methodless. When one arrives to the methodless - it is not a question of practice. To live in communion with your true nature from moment to moment has nothing to do with yama or niyama - in fact there is no longer a need to follow such rules and regulations which are just a temporary substitute for functioning out of one’s own natural intelligence. For a man who is awakened - even if he steals, it makes no difference to his awakening at all. Because actions have no quality in themselves - it is one’s state of awareness which is running beneath it which determines their quality. The same action done by one who is conscious is of a totally different nature than the same action done by one who is unconscious.
You have been basically saying this so far: When you walk, you walk better than us; when you eat, you eat better than us; when you talk, you talk better than us; when you wash the dishes, you wash the dishes better than us; when you write, you write better than us; When you think, you think better than us. Basically you are better than us, you are awakened, we are asleep. You do everything better than us. Now, you might say there is no such thing as “better or worse” but dude it is clear you are saying we are all inferior, because we are asleep and unconscious and you are awake and conscious.
Not only that you are claiming that if you steal, and hence we can add other crimes murder, lie, rape - then you are still enlightened and still in a pure state, because your stealing, murdering, lying, raping is not the same as our stealing, murdering, lying, raping.
You are displaying most of the classical symptoms of narcissistic personaliy disorder:
The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders fourth edition, DSM IV-TR, a widely used manual for diagnosing mental disorders, defines narcissistic personality disorder (in Axis II Cluster B) as:
A pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behavior), need for admiration, and lack of empathy, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following:
Has a grandiose sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements)
Is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love
Believes that he or she is “special” and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions)
Requires excessive admiration
Has a sense of entitlement, i.e., unreasonable expectations of especially favorable treatment or automatic compliance with his or her expectations
Is interpersonally exploitative, i.e., takes advantage of others to achieve his or her own ends
Lacks empathy: is unwilling to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others
Is often envious of others or believes others are envious of him or her
Shows arrogant, haughty behaviors or attitudes
Often mild to moderate paranoia, that others are out to do him in.
Predominant “name dropper” boasting or suggestion association with people or affiliations of importance.
I think what you demonstrate is a clear reason why if we do sadhana on our own without any supervision or facilitation by a master, we are likely to develop all kinds of issues and delusions - like believing we are the next Buddha(you are very close on that one) or the second coming of Jesus, or something a lot more sinister. When you said that if you steal it does not affect your awakening, thus saying awakened beings can steal if they want, you revealed something very disturbing about how your mind works.