Dear Ben,
If you are not meditating, then you are not. It does not get anymore simpler than this. Meditation isn’t something you do, meditation is something which happens once you have created the conditions. The main condition is pratyhara which requires cultivation of prana through yama, niyama asana and pranayama(the latter two are the most important towards this end)
Nobody has misunderstood Patanjali he has very clearly given a sequence of the stages of Yoga which need to be practiced in a sequence. The sequence is also scientifically sound. First of all, you need to commit to a certain lifestyle(yama and niyama) and discipline your senses, mainly through brahmacharya. Then you need to master asana so that your body can remain locked down for an indefinite period of time in meditation and through bandhas, mudras and other kriyas you train your pranic system and improve its functioning.
Your prana is directly connected to the activity in your mind. If you try to regulate the mind by regulating the activity of the mind, you are pretty much trying to tame a storm and will invariably fail. However, you can regulate the activity of the mind by regulating prana. This is why if you take just three deep breaths it puts your mind in a much more focussed state almost immediately. So logically, the better your pranic system is functioning, the more naturally focussed your mind will become. Then reaching pratyhara will be far more easier.
You are not meditating if you are not in pratyhara, you’re just daydreaming and wasting your time. You need to experience pratyhara just once to realise this. I know it is a hard pill to swallow that all this time you’ve most likely not been meditating, because you’ve commited so much time and effort to this, but this is nothing but the truth.
A few years ago I revealed this truth to a TM meditator, who was also outraged when I told him he was not meditating, but just dayreaming. Now, it is easy to see I was right about his practice. He has been meditating for 20 years and was born into a TM family. Despite this, his personality was no different to the average lad, he did drugs, smoking and alcohol, swore, failed his driving test several times, and was quick to get offended and angry. Do these seem like the traits of somebody who has been meditating for 20 years?
What a tragedy that for 20 years what he thought was meditation, was not in fact meditation.
I am saving you a lot of time energy and effort by telling you this hard truth. You can listen to it and reform your practice and get results quickly, or you can continue doing what you do for another 20 years and realise you haven’t got anywhere. Your loss or your gain.
This part is true. What I meant by [I]“slip in and out”[/I] is, even after reaching samadhi, you still have to go to work and pay the bills. What about the Boddhisattva?
You will not be working and paying bills once you have reached Samadhi. You will be doing seva and wandering the world teaching people out of the sheer compassion emanating from you to end their suffering. All of the awakened masters do this(Babaji, Jesus, Buddha, Guru Nanak etc).
You want to have your cake and eat it at the same time.
Did you know Patanajli did not author the Pradipika, but rather it’s a compilation from “experts:” a documentation of techniques recognized by rishis and sages from all over the Asian subcontinent, and over a period of centuries, to repeat most consistently the desired effects of yoga?
And did you know the Pradipika says hatha yoga is only a preliminary Yoga to Raja yoga(meditation yoga) In other words just what I am saying you begin with asana and pranayama first, and only then can you move onto meditation:
śrī-ādi-nāthāya namo|astu tasmai
yenopadiṣhṭā haṭha-yogha-vidyā |
vibhrājate pronnata-rāja-yogham
āroḍhumichchoradhirohiṇīva || 1 || || 1 ||
Salutation to ?din?tha (Śiva) who expounded the knowledge of Haṭha Yoga, which like a staircase leads the aspirant to the high pinnacled R?ja Yoga. 1.
परणम्य शरी-गुरुं नाथं सवात्मारामेण योगिना |
केवलं राज-योगाय हठ-विद्योपदिश्यते || २ ||
praṇamya śrī-ghuruṃ nāthaṃ svātmārāmeṇa yoghinā |
kevalaṃ rāja-yoghāya haṭha-vidyopadiśyate || 2 ||
Yogin Sw?tm?r?ma, after saluting first his Gur? Srin?tha explains Haṭha Yoga for the attainment of Raja Yoga. 2.
भरान्त्या बहुमत-धवान्ते राज-योगमजानताम |
हठ-परदीपिकां धत्ते सवात्मारामः कॄपाकरः || ३ |
bhrāntyā bahumata-dhvānte rāja-yoghamajānatām |
haṭha-pradīpikāṃ dhatte svātmārāmaḥ kṝpākaraḥ || 3 |
Owing to the darkness arising from the multiplicity of opinions people are unable to know the R?ja Yoga. Compassionate Sw?tm?r?ma composes the Haṭha Yoga Pradipik? like a torch to dispel it. 3.
So by mentioning the Pradipika as another authorative Yoga text you have simply backed up my point that one must begin with the preliminary stages first and then move onto the advanced stages. It is like this in all kinds of training. You start at the basics, master the basics and move on the intermediate and advanced stages. Why should it be any different in Yoga?
PS. You still haven’t explained [I]“withdrawing prana from your sense organs.”[/I] You should look that one up again. Pratyahara is withdrawing the MIND from the sense organs. ; )
Nope, it is actually the prana you are withdrawing. I know this is correct because Swami Yogananda says this explicitly. Withdrawing the mind is easy you can just daydream and lose awareness of what is going on around you. Pratyhara is something very specific and technical, this is when the pranic currents which are going to your sense organs are withdrawn inwards through very specific yogic techniques, and as a result you experience a complete sensory blackout and begin to introvert and go inwards at a very fast rate. The symptoms of this stage is visions.
The prelimary stages of asana and pranayama(kriya yoga basically) will allow you to gain control of your pranic system and be able to manipulate and control prana. This is known as prana-vidya. Then you will be able to channel the prana wherever you want it to go in your body or even outside of your body, you will also be able to tap prana from other sources like the air, sun rays, minerals and plants. Finally, you will be able to withdraw your prana inwards and reach pratyhara and commence dharana.
If you begin meditation(dharana) before this you are not meditating.