You’ve got the main ingredient in all transformation,bhakti,spiritula desire.
The rest will take care of itself. Even the spiritual guidance.I think a number of gurus and teachers is a good route to take.And cultivate your inner guru.Self-reliance is so freeing and empoweriing…A highly experienced guide sitting across from me would be nice but i know i have to do most of the work myself.Yes i he put me up for a year, yes i would be lucky.I think you could jumpstart your journey but some paths might give you quicker porgress. Trying out a number of paths and gurus is good as it makes you more discerning and able to appreciate which one might have shortcomings in certain areas or not.Also dependency on other teachers is not always a good thing. Gurus or teachers can guide you so far, bu then you have to break away and stand on your own feet so you are not stuck in the same garden path for too long.Folk that are stuck on a path or guru might only feel really empowered in their presence so guru-disciple dependency can be unhealthy, and have a disempowering effect,the looking to others for authority in order to guide our sadhana every inch,step of the way.Soometimes we need to question our teachers as wellas ourselves;this is fact often involves looking at ourselves.Cultivating inner guru.There is pitfalls in buying nto teachings that may be weak in certain areas for some people.And the role of gurus could play some hand in this as well as inspire.Gurus are v .good though but they’re merely guides, and inspirers.They soften us up so we can practice.